Due to the fact that he's heart and lungs are deteriorating, doctors told Michael that he would need a possibly a heart transplant. We wait to be placed on the organ donor waiting list. I'm not ready for this!!!! God is take my husband too soon! I don't what to stand for this!!! I not happy! But it the only way to keep him here longer so we can love him, hug him, anger more, and just be a family! PLEASE PLEASE come a Organ Donor! Love, Penny

Looking for my Niece and Nephew so they can meet my family
Marie Coutlas 28 Mar 1985 Ohsu Hospital, Portland, Moultnomah County, Oregon (go by now Jenna Marie last know was live in TX in 2006)
C.J. or Clint James Coutlas 12 May 1986 Ohsu Hospital, Portland, Moultnomah County, Oregon (go by now Chad Jerome Crume last know place live was Wilsonville in September of 2006)
Charles Allen Briggs JR 10 Feb 1988 Oregon
Sydney Sonny Briggs 30 Jun 1989 Oregon
Lewis Anthony Ballesteros 31 Aug 1989 Santa Clara, Santa Clara County, California
Tommy Alen Kincaid 17 Jul 1990 Grants Pass, Josephine County, Oregon
Lynn Wills 22 Jun 1993 Pass, Josephine County, Oregon
Summer Breeze Wills 27 Jun 1995 Grants Pass, Josephine County, Oregon
Samantha Nicole Briggs 16 Dec 1998 Valley Community Hospital, Dallas, Polk County, Oregon
Alejandra Lee Garcia-Zeigler 12 Oct 2005 Sunnyside Kaiser Hospital, Clackamas, Clackamas County, Oregon
If you know this people please e-mail me at pennyzeigler@yahoo.com

Mike sort of sick again! He not been feel so good so he went to the Dr's yesterday and they made him do lots of test! I know something up I think he know more but does not what to scare me! I think there two thing going on one with his heart and breathing the other his stomket. I surprised they did not made him stay in the hospital. He has to go back and do some test in the next week if they find out any thing wroge he be back so fast it not funny! They also what to see him in a month. okay that send red flag up big time! I can tell he scared! I keep you post about anything going on!

I walk about 2.4 miles today! I took Fanno Creek Trail Historic Oregon Electric Railrad sec it a dst of 1.2miles one way and I walk it all the way up to Gardenhome and back! Man my chest hurt and sides! O well it good for me! Carolann also walk all the way but she was wenning amost all the way! O but it good for her!

Okay I been doing pretty well! Did I tell you the Bratz Movie is come out! Me and Carolann will go see the movie and for Bratz sprit we take one of her dolls to show the love! O by the way Carolann got a great deal on some Bratz that were used she also get a jeep for like $10.00 dollors and in the next month she be get a hole load of more Bratz! I also for got we hope we get a lot in WA soon we hope they don't sell it! Got to love Bratz! (The above photo is some of the new Bratz she got) we did not take the photo the person that own them first took this photo!

My husband was be the greatest this week for me and Carolann addiction to Bratz! He got us the lot we what plus two new bratz babys and a few more bratz at goodwill and Valley Villige! But he hate are addiction to this dolls! But I love that I have a husband that care about what we like! But I got to not go to anymore store this next month or I be in trouble with him! We try to save to go on a trip and I can't be going to this store anymore! no more no more got to keep tell my self that it also don't help I keep look on www.crigslist.org! Don't kill me Michael!!! I love you!

Yesterday me and my daugther Carolann were looking on Crigslist.org and found this crazy Bratz lot for only $50.00 dollors me and my daugther were like going crazy over it! But sadly we had no money! Wait we can ask Daddy (My husband) about get this lot so we sent him the link and he said ok! Can you believe it! Well we e-mail the person and found out it was a little girl sell her Bratz so sad but hey her lose my gain. The said the still have it and we can come by and get it! You what to know why we went Crazy over it was because we get each doll for about $1.00 and there 43 of them! But we think there more! When this doll range any were from ten dollars to 20 dollars! Got to love get use Bratz don't get me wroge we like get them new even more but were cheep! We also like the hunt for the dolls too it make it more fun! It like my husband hobbies can't have a nofe of Baseball cards we can't get nofe of Bratz! Hugs, Penny

Well I been married 7 year now and had my wedding ring that long! Well my ring fell apart this last Saturday May 19, 2007. I was so upset! I have no money right now to fix it. We have to take it back to Zales to get it fixed, I hope it soon am not use to have my ring off! The pearl feel out but the rest of the ring is fine! I was also upset to find that they put a hole in the pearl to put it on so it look fake! But I know it not!!!

Can you believe one of my best friends that will never know it! Has been gone a year this April 5, 2007 She was so kind to me and my child Carolann! Carolann loved her like a second Mom! I still can not get over the death of my friend! I think this will be with me forever! I miss you! I hope Ashley, Emma and Faith are at peace this come 5th! May there Mommy blow sweet dreams and kiss to them from Heaven! Love and Hugs, Penny

Okay am not sure if I wrote this or not as am not check my blog am just writing! Well I had a Guinea Pig named (Baby) that passed on March 4, 2006 I was quit upset about this! But then out of the blue two days later one of my Guinea Trail-mix come a Mommy to two sweet little Guinea Pigs! Of course I still have Squirt and Peanut Butter Cup just hope Peanut was not Pregnant too!

I just got a job! Take care of Emma and Faith! I just hope I can be all the what! Carolann don't like the idea very well but she get use to it. Carolann all ready call them sisters! If you did not know all ready Emma and Faith mommy passed away just little over a month ago or so. So Emma take it realy hard! But I hope things will work out for them! Hugs, Penny

P.S. Just what to update

Carolann is loseing her first tooth! I feel so bad we had just made dinner and she took a bite of her food and told me and her father her tooth hurt. I was joke around say (she going to lose her first tooth) before look what was wroge and she open her mouth and "Be hold her tooth was loose" she start crying like crazy afther she finger out she would lose it! I felt so bad. I mean I never thought she would lose a tooth! Any adive for help a child thought this time?

Here the girls have a ice cream treat for the night! There be so silly Emma and Carolann!

Carolann "I am going to take a bit of ice cream."

Emma "It a funny photo."

Carolann has made a new friend "Emma" amost the first day we moved to Portland, Oregon. They met on December 10, 2005 and been what to go to one others house ever senes! We have even had to tell the girls the need a brack from one other! They both go to the same school this come Jan 2006 there both in Kindergarden and are both the same age! I can tell you that they may come best of friends if Carolann has her way!

Look who get so big! Alejandra is 2 months old and Carolann is 6 year old and 1 month they are grown up so big! Carolann love her new cousin! I must say I love this photo that I took of them it like perfect! I going to take it some time and get it print to a 8X10 and put it up on the wall it so cutie! Okay I know am brag! Please add your comments and let me know if you like this photo? Hugs, Penny

Look WHO spent Chirstmas in the Hosptial! "Yes my husband Mike" No he got out on Chirstmas day afther spend a few days there because he could not breath and his heart was be a bad heart. So I had a crazy Chirstmas this year! Hope everone eles was better then mine!

Alejandra Lee Garcia-Zeigler was born October 12, 2005 we went to see her today at the hosptial! She is so cutie and has so much hair! Just what to share it with all of you! Hugs, Penny

Here me with my old's Nef. and Nes. Charles Jr and Marie I met Marie for the first time on Aug 17, 2005 afther she had found her birth mother my half sister. She was adopt out at the age of 3 now she is 20 year old. I have 6 more Nef. and Nes. all togother on my family side. I have one Nef. and one Nes. on the way Oct. 2005 on my husband side. Just what to share my joy of met my sister first child.

I am so board!!!! I drop out of a few groups that I just did not what to belong to anymore. So I have less to do on the web, but I guess that okay more time spent with my little one if she dose not give me a head ache. I can't wait tell she back in school! This week we also found out my sister-in-law is having a girl she due 10-10-2005, that little one will be so spoiled! I can't wait to be an aunt again, but this time on my husband side; yea. I thought I never be an aunt again which is no fun. Anyways I am working right now on try to finger out what I am going to get the little one! There so much out there this days and so little money come in. I better get back to Charmed the TV show! Hugs, Penny

P.S. I got a new window accents from Avon it a Ladybug it so cutie.

Wow people; I just been have a bad weekend. I have been having the past two days an anxiety attack because of these ladies I was in groups in! Thank god I am out of there. If they read this I don’t really care!!! Anyways I was in these two groups, and these two groups were fighting or having a miss understanding of communication with one other so they put me in the middle of it, making me try to be massager for them. Of course am so gulabale to fall for it! Anyways Tuesday I had it. I had to leave the groups. For one I did not join to be massager girl for them or spy in there groups. On the other hand I was also yelled at by one of the owners of the groups because I made my own because I was tired of there problems, and them lying to me on both ends. I am still being attacked to this day and one even attacked my husband that was it! That blew me off so much. I am now if she bugs me again to call the cops for harassment charges, if she don’t stop bugging me and saying my husband does not work for the same company she work for. She seams to not like compution in any means. It doesn't help this lady is pregnant and has a problem there with her moods. I can’t handle people that think they are better then anyone else! Anyways I just had to vent about this. There still is driving me crazy, but I will get over it. I like be in other group on line that doesn’t treat me so bad.

I also went to the doctor today, and found out I need to go more often, and to see if I need medication for my anxiety attacks and help me in other areas. I guess I did not think how much this internet would cause me so much more problems that I don’t have all ready at home with hubby and Carolann. This is the first time I am going to say it, and probably the last. I need Help out of deal with life and the problems I am having with these ladies. I don’t know if I should keep in contact with them or take them off. Hopefully they leave me alone? I also now will not recommend these groups to anyone because of the problems, and the members in the group. I have never had this problem with any other group I have been in. O well!

Anyhow I start last week try to lose weight! Well I been walking almost ever day. Today is a bad day for me so I have to start all over again tomorrow; Tuesday! I hope one of my groups don’t see this they might be yelling at me today for what I did! HELP LOL

Okay I will stop ranting and raving about my life and the problems I’m having. No my luck this blog get me in to more trouble then I need but I don’t care! I need some were to vent!

Hugs, Penny