Tuesday, February 11, 2003

My mother-in-law is the most hurt full person alive. :(( She can't seam to understand that I am not perfect.
She just love to make me so upset. She does not seam to understand I am just trying my best for my child
and myself. I never had anyone just brake me down so bad. This are kind of people I stay away from
but I can't and her daughter Cindy is the same way. The just like or love to push my button on things I
can not change. The don't even know my daughter has the same thing. That what make me so upset
as I can't fix her and I love her just the way she is. But they can't even from the date she was born. I thought
this was all done and over with. No but they bring it back up. I just wish this would all stop.

P.S. I can't say the are both bad. I mean the do try for Carolann the best the can. Some good thing the have done after
me tell my husband that it hurt me and Carolann if the don't. They finley do do it. Like Carol my mother-in-law
has come to all Carolann birthdays, and been to two Christmas, and came to the birth that the came to us in send of us
come to them all the time push for the to exp me and Carolann there blood grandchild. Cindy on the other hand has come
to see Carolann at her birth but that it. No Christmas or Birthdays or even a HI I can baby sit or why don't you bring over
Carolann. I mean Cindy and me "Penny" all was had a hard time connect. But that should not stop her from call or ask
about Carolann. They both can work with me and my daughter to get a better family relationship with us.

My husband just called say Carol would call to say sorry for what she did to me tonight about get all bent out of shape about
my spelling. She called and it was sort of weird talk to her. But she did say sorry and I told her it hurt my feeling. Then she
ask if me and Mike were okay I told her "Yea I think so". It just bug me she does this and I bet it was hard for her to do it.

Sunday, February 02, 2003

Well Carolann has been in big girl underware from the 31st till today the 2nd. She has had only 2 accents that was when I was gone and the other time was when we took of to her grandma and grandpa Zeigler's house. But she try tell us as much as possible. But when she has to go she has to go. She try to hold it tell we get there but she some time still wets her big girl underware. But I and everyone has to remember this is only her first week. We hide the pull ups. So she would not know there still around because she what to go back to them and we tell her she a big girl now. We think that hide them she will not think about them. We did the same thing with the bottle when she was little and going to the cup and it worked.
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