Wow I am so tired. I’m ready to fall a sleep! Anyways I been work almost all this afternoon on my webpage update change it around add new things and take away things like normal for my site. Durning this time I have been bug my 5 year old to clean her room. Carolann and Daddy have been fight over it the last week because she will not clean it up. So all day today or most of the afternoon I have gone in and change things around to help her keep her room clean. Still not clean yet but it was her bed time and she needs her rest. She was so upset that she knows she fight with Daddy again tomorrow morning and drive me crazy am ready to pull out my hair when they fight. She just now needs to put away her toys in to her toy boxes! I can’t wait tell she done because then I don’t have to hear all the crying, fighting and auger and make me mad at both my little one and my hubby. I some times wish they would get along. Think to self “Man I hope she and her Daddy are not this way when she a teenager!”

Anyways spring clean is not getting very far we going in to June in the next day and I still have yet got that table in are front room cleared off. I can’t wait to get it off. There’s days were am at it all day and going thought stuff and others wish it was all gone or put in a big box for me to go thought it latter. I also ask my Husband to take the box in the front hall way to Goodwill and he has yet to do that! Maybe I bug him tomorrow about it and then I can start a new box. On top of try to have my little one room clean and try to look like we moved in about 6 month ago. I been trying to get the bath room clean again, it needs a good floor mop, and a total cleaning. I try but I get so tired this days it no fun. It does not help at times when Mike all mad at me….. Anyways I should stop chatting and check my mail. Hugs, Penny Zeigler

Wow what a week this has been. We just got done from coming back from my father-in-law's funeral. It was my husband first day back to work from losing his father. I know that was hard for him. This was even harder on me because it was a double death. I lost one dad in 2002 and not even 3 years later I lost my other dad. Both died the same day May 4, just different years. Now how weird is that to lose family members that are both fathers to me on the same day. I did not even think about it tell my husband told me the day it was and it just hit like a rock in my stomach. I don't think I ever will forget what he said, but it not his fault that he told me I would have figured it out sooner or later!

Any way Carolann School is out tomorrow morning she be a Kindergarten this year come this fall. She is getting so big. She says she will miss her old school, she went to OCDC for 2 years. So she will not see a lot of the people she made friends with. But she had been a big girl about it. There have a party in her class room to say good bye. I know she miss her best friend Wrenna. They were buddies to the end.

I can't believe summer here for our family all ready. Its time to spring clean, now that she home and I don't have to worry about school. Now I can worry about get the place clean and her ready for school next year. I got to get rid of all her small clothes and her old shoes. On top of this week she is going camping this Saturday May 14, 2005 with her Daisy troop. She will have so much fun. This is her first Camp trip, and it a practice one for the next weekend one were she be in the meadows with Deer and other animals.

Okay got to go and put little one to bed. So she not tired for her last day of school.