I am so board!!!! I drop out of a few groups that I just did not what to belong to anymore. So I have less to do on the web, but I guess that okay more time spent with my little one if she dose not give me a head ache. I can't wait tell she back in school! This week we also found out my sister-in-law is having a girl she due 10-10-2005, that little one will be so spoiled! I can't wait to be an aunt again, but this time on my husband side; yea. I thought I never be an aunt again which is no fun. Anyways I am working right now on try to finger out what I am going to get the little one! There so much out there this days and so little money come in. I better get back to Charmed the TV show! Hugs, Penny

P.S. I got a new window accents from Avon it a Ladybug it so cutie.

Wow people; I just been have a bad weekend. I have been having the past two days an anxiety attack because of these ladies I was in groups in! Thank god I am out of there. If they read this I don’t really care!!! Anyways I was in these two groups, and these two groups were fighting or having a miss understanding of communication with one other so they put me in the middle of it, making me try to be massager for them. Of course am so gulabale to fall for it! Anyways Tuesday I had it. I had to leave the groups. For one I did not join to be massager girl for them or spy in there groups. On the other hand I was also yelled at by one of the owners of the groups because I made my own because I was tired of there problems, and them lying to me on both ends. I am still being attacked to this day and one even attacked my husband that was it! That blew me off so much. I am now if she bugs me again to call the cops for harassment charges, if she don’t stop bugging me and saying my husband does not work for the same company she work for. She seams to not like compution in any means. It doesn't help this lady is pregnant and has a problem there with her moods. I can’t handle people that think they are better then anyone else! Anyways I just had to vent about this. There still is driving me crazy, but I will get over it. I like be in other group on line that doesn’t treat me so bad.

I also went to the doctor today, and found out I need to go more often, and to see if I need medication for my anxiety attacks and help me in other areas. I guess I did not think how much this internet would cause me so much more problems that I don’t have all ready at home with hubby and Carolann. This is the first time I am going to say it, and probably the last. I need Help out of deal with life and the problems I am having with these ladies. I don’t know if I should keep in contact with them or take them off. Hopefully they leave me alone? I also now will not recommend these groups to anyone because of the problems, and the members in the group. I have never had this problem with any other group I have been in. O well!

Anyhow I start last week try to lose weight! Well I been walking almost ever day. Today is a bad day for me so I have to start all over again tomorrow; Tuesday! I hope one of my groups don’t see this they might be yelling at me today for what I did! HELP LOL

Okay I will stop ranting and raving about my life and the problems I’m having. No my luck this blog get me in to more trouble then I need but I don’t care! I need some were to vent!

Hugs, Penny